Here I go again, after a few months I never believed I decided to open my online shop again. My husband and children persuade me to open since, it really help a bit for my children’s allowance to school.
My children missed a lot when someone will pick up plants and gave cash to them. They often asked me, why nobody came to buy plants anymore and why I stopped packing plants every Sunday. These questions sometimes a torture for me at night.
Honestly, my depression starts to trigger again since I stopped doing what I love to do. I propagate less now a days and often neglect the plants that gives me a hard time.
When my plants died last year during winter, I cried quietly, my heart aches too much that’s one thing to trigger my depression. To balance my emotion, I tried not to go to the garage (converted to small greenhouse-stored most of my plants) sadly, several times we had electrical shortage, reason why my plants died.
Another reason of using web site is really expensive and always crushed. Now, I tried again and I already experience several crushes since last night. I hope it is just my old computer was doing.
This time, I will try harder for the future of my children. Have a great day everyone.